I may be doing fine now… but what if that is all that I am gonna be?

My editing skills haven’t improved by leaps and bounds. My timing is just so-so. I lack that sparkle that I used to own. I look at my peers’ doing all fantastic. I view their works with admiration, while my self-esteem withers away, slowly.

I may seem like I’m doing ok for now… but is there more to me than meets the eye?

Is there any latent talents and abilities that I am hiding somewhere in my psyche? Or is that all?

Is that all to me?

Perhaps it’s time to change lanes, and do something else. Perhaps that is all I am gonna be if I stay on to do trailers.

I am only so-so.