Not Good.

Mum’s medical report spells bad news. The report says she might suffer from stroke or heart attack, if something happens.

When the news came in, I was actually looking at Phuket travel deals. What was I thinking? Ugh. How can I even think of going away to enjoy myself at this point in time?

Are her medication strong enough? I don’t know whether to call her or not. She usually panics even more when we shower her with attention. Going to visit her again tonight, and I hope she doesn’t get herself worked up again.

Will be away at NYC for a week, even. I guess that trip to the turquoise sea and white sandy beaches would have to be very much postponed to an unknown date.

Haiz.